May 31, 2006

it's over

So, the drama is over. He decided to end the friendship, although he tried to say that the ball was in my court. If it were truly in my court, he wouldn't have made the choice to lie, in effect ending the friendship months ago. He wouldn't have cut me off now, with no effort to be honest.

i had hoped to say good-bye to him in person, but he didn't want to. So, I had to do so via e-mail...of course what I said was misconstrued, and he tried to play the victim. But, I am over that. I am moving on. Silly me, I thought that since I was married, I wouldn't have to deal with this bullshit. It feels like a break-up, only worse. Oh well, at least I have G. He is the best. At least I can move on now, and not try to care about someone who was using me.

Thanks to all of you who have been through all sorts of crap with me, and were honest with me, and let me offer you my perspective, whether you used it or not. Thanks to all of you I call friends. I know i don't say it enough, but I appreciate all of you, no matter where you are. Thanks for not abusing our friendship, and for sticking with me even when I haven't been easy to stick with. It means the world to me.

For those of you who are local, please stop by the Otter tonight for karaoke, and Valdis' going away party. I need some friendly faces, and probably a hug or two.

Posted by raven at May 31, 2006 05:39 AM
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